1. |
Till Nothing Remains
01:04
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2. |
Mare
04:36
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No sleep.
No sleep for days.
I'm lost.
I'm lost in a haze.
Sometimes.
Sometimes I'm drowning here.
Sometimes.
Sometimes I disappear.
Sometimes.
Sometimes they cut me up.
Sometimes.
Sometimes they eat me up.
I know you cannot sleep.
I know you cannot dream.
I watch you every night.
I sit on top as you fight.
Through the nightmares you dream.
I create as you scream.
Theirs nothing you can do.
I'm always with you.
No dreams.
No dreams to remember.
So cold.
So cold like december.
Sometimes.
Sometimes I'm in my death bed.
Sometimes.
Sometimes I fall from heaven.
Sometimes.
Sometimes I watch my loved ones die.
Sometimes.
Sometimes I don't want to close my eyes.
I know you cannot sleep.
I know you cannot dream.
I watch you every night.
I sit on top as you fight.
Through the nightmares you dream.
I create as you scream.
Theirs nothing you can do.
I'm always with you.
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3. |
Broken
04:03
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Look at this picture.
Look at our smiles.
Fake them for the public.
Hiding all our trials.
We were never perfect.
And no one ever is.
Can you really tell me?
What you did was best.
We live in a broken home.
With broken people.
And broken words.
You left unspoken.
With all these memories.
Condemning me and you.
My heart is now broken.
Unable to love you.
The years that you raised me.
What was it all for?
Why is it so hard to see?
You pushed me out the door.
I’m sick of just pretending.
That what you did was good.
My pain is never ending.
Can’t see it as you should.
We live in a broken home.
With broken people.
And broken words.
You left unspoken.
With all these memories.
Condemning me and you.
My heart is now broken.
Unable to love you.
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4. |
Puppet
02:59
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You don't get to tell me how to live.
You don't get to tell me how to think.
You don't get a say in my life.
You don't get a say in anything.
I am not a your puppet.
Pulling at my strings.
Cutting me to pieces.
Laughing at my screams.
You don't get to judge me.
You don't get to know me.
You don't get to see me.
You do not exist.
I'm tired of your lies.
Tired of the games you play.
Tired of walking on egg shells.
Tired of being your little bitch.
I am not a your puppet.
Pulling at my strings.
Cutting me to pieces.
Laughing at my screams.
You don't get to judge me.
You don't get to know me.
You don't get to see me.
You do not exist.
Disappear...
Its time you disappear.
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5. |
Nothingness
04:35
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Little whispers.
Echo in my mind.
Faceless voices.
Lost in shadow.
You can't do that.
You'll never be me.
You can't say that.
You'll never be me.
You can't be that.
You'll never be me.
You'll never be anything.
Never be me.
Theirs nothing you can do cause I'm better than you.
Nothing you can do cause I'm better than you.
Better than you, better than you, better than you.
Shattered conscious.
Loss of self.
Empty matter.
Nothingness.
You can't do that.
You'll never be me.
You can't say that.
You'll never be me.
You can't be that.
You'll never be me.
You'll never be anything.
Never be me.
Theirs nothing you can do cause I'm better than you.
Nothing you can do cause I'm better than you.
Better than you, better than you, better than you.
I hear them speaking.
Every word.
Cut in to me.
Craved in to my skin.
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6. |
Oblivion
04:30
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Their once was a boy who used to feel joy.
Different from the rest but didn't know it then.
Captured the world within a lense,
Photographs are all he has left.
Voices silenced over the years,
All they do now is bring him to tears.
Lost and alone and far away from home.
Cut to the bone always on his own.
Locked in a prison where he cannot speak,
he cannot hear he cannot see.
Locked in a prison created for his mind.
Always to remain there forever lost in time.
Oblivion.
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7. |
Why
03:57
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When I was younger I could see the path you laid out just for me.
Growing up in the shadow of you I couldn't do what you could do.
I was turning in to something else, I was bound inside of this hell.
The disappointment on your face told me how far I fell from grace.
Why should I?
Grow up just like you.
Why should I?
Pretend I want to.
Why should I?
Do all that you do.
Why can't I?
Be what I want to.
I'll never be that person you knew, the deepest shade of crimson blue.
A world beyond what you could see, a camera to capture everything.
I can't help but be who I am, I hope someday you will understand.
The person who I choose to be, this is who I am meant to be.
Why should I?
Grow up just like you.
Why should I?
Pretend I want to.
Why should I?
Do all that you do.
Why can't I?
Be what I want to.
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8. |
Alive
04:53
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The night is young and so are we.
We have no path we just want everything.
We chip away at a world that doesn't care.
I feel alive...
Legs against my hips.
I feel alive...
Lips against my lips.
I feel alive...
Knife against my wrist.
We live to die...
Our lives mean nothing to the world.
We break the rules and watch as it burns.
Its you and me just for tonight.
Be prepared, it may just take your life.
Sit down and drive, down these empty streets.
Take us there, where life and death shall meet.
We take the night, this journey cannot last.
I feel alive...
Hands around my neck.
I feel alive...
Drenched in all our sweat.
I feel alive...
Running low on breath.
We live to die...
Our lives mean nothing to the world.
We break the rules and watch as it burns.
Its only you and me just for tonight.
Be prepared, it may just take your life.
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9. |
Cum
04:19
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Just a kiss, just a touch.
Everything you do is not enough.
Push it in, shove it in.
Give me a taste of your liquid sin.
Hypnotize, liquidize.
Melting from your spunk inside.
Shoot it out, shoot it now.
Tastes so good, now swallow it down.
I want your cum.
I want your cum.
Dirty dream, sweaty scene.
Get me down on to my knees.
Spit on me, piss on me.
Drench me in your ecstasy.
Take control, let it go.
Give me all I want to know.
Pump it in, pump it out.
Every drop is going down.
I want your cum.
I want your cum.
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10. |
Die-agno-sis
03:24
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Let's play a game.
Come spin the wheel.
Find your medication.
Forget how to feel.
Tell me i'm just crazy.
Tell me i'm just dumb and lazy.
Show me some kind of misery.
Let just repeat history.
Don't shut me up with medication.
Don't fuck me up with decication.
Don't tell how you know this.
Tell me my random diagnosis.
You're in your right mind.
Your life is perfect as can be.
You don't have any problems.
I'm a threat to society.
Instead of helping me get better.
You just sit there and do nothing.
I have no options left now.
Since you've cut our funding.
Don't shut me up with medication.
Don't fuck me up with decication.
Don't tell how you know this.
Tell me my random diagnosis.
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11. |
seroCONvert
00:51
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12. |
Human Disease
03:41
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All we got is a human disease.
All we got is a human disease.
All we got is a human disease.
All we got, all we got.
Fuck you ass so you want a disease.
Fuck you ass so you want a disease.
You ain't a disease that I want to appease.
I'm just left with a human disease.
You ain't a disease that I want to appease.
You ain't a disease that I want to appease.
You've got a human disease.
Damn disease that I will not appease.
All I am is a human disease.
All I am is a human disease.
All you see is a human disease.
All you see is a human disease.
Drain away the life from me.
Give me your negativity.
Drain away the life from me.
Give me your negativity.
Justify your fear and ignorance.
Clarify your inability to evolve.
To Change.
To find a way.
To cure our human disease.
All we got is a human disease.
All we got is a human disease.
All we got is a human disease.
All we got, all we got.
Fuck you ass so you want a disease.
Fuck you ass so you want a disease.
You ain't a disease that I want to appease.
I'm just left with a human disease.
You ain't a disease that I want to appease.
You ain't a disease that I want to appease.
You've got a human disease.
Damn disease that I will not appease.
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13. |
Clean
04:20
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Is their something wrong with me?
Something only you can see.
Is this tainted blood I bleed?
You keep your distance from me.
You won't touch me.
You won't kiss me.
You won't hold me.
You won't miss me.
You won't need me.
You won't believe me.
You don't care to know me.
Clean.
Am I not clean enough for you.
Clean.
Its like you can't see me in front of you.
Clean.
Haven't I always been good to you.
Clean.
Tell me what I'm suppose to do.
What about those times we shared?
Do they mean nothing now?
You say to me that you don't care.
But a friendly hug you can't allow.
I'm not crying.
I'm not dying.
I'm not deceiving.
So stop grieving.
Stop believing.
Stop perceiving.
That my life is over now.
Clean.
Am I not clean enough for you.
Clean.
Its like you can't see me in front of you.
Clean.
Haven't I always been good to you.
Clean.
Tell me what I'm suppose to do.
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14. |
Burning Alive
03:51
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Sometimes, our ashes burned.
Sometimes, our lesson learned.
Sometimes, we can't disappear.
Sometimes, I want you here.
Burning Alive...
We are Burning Alive...
Oh god were Burning Alive...
Oh god its never over, Burning Alive...
Sometimes, we are alone.
Sometimes, we're just dust and bone.
Sometimes, only remnants remain.
Sometimes.
Burning Alive...
We are Burning Alive...
Oh god were Burning Alive...
Oh god its never over, Burning Alive...
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15. |
Physical
03:36
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Self obsorbed muscle god.
His mind is the biggest flaw.
Must be perfect all the time.
Can't accept the other side.
You look at all the other guys.
Make them kneel before the lie.
Make them believe theirs something more.
Make them think you are a whore.
Physical Perfection.
Physical Injection.
Physical Infection.
Physical...
Physical...
You don't like the way you look.
You wanna cut and tuck it good.
You try to be someone else.
You can't believe your life is hell.
No fats no fems allowed.
No freaks no geeks allowed.
Only a copy of himself.
Look in the mirror go fuck yourself.
Physical Perfection.
Physical Injection.
Physical Infection.
Physical...
Physical...
Who cares about diversity?
When you got someone like me.
Who cares about individuality?
When all you need is physical perfection.
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16. |
Empty
04:09
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Here the silence is all I know.
I have nothing left to show.
I feel so cold in this place.
You left me in a disgrace.
Everyday I want to die.
Give no shit about this life.
Emptiness fills my heart.
In the void is where it starts.
You don't understand.
To be this way.
You don't understand.
Just how it feels.
You don't understand.
To live everyday.
You don't understand.
How it could be this way.
The kiss you give me.
Empty...
The words you tell me.
Empty...
The love you give me.
Empty...
The time we spend.
Empty...
The life we live.
Empty...
The pain we feel.
Empty...
The words we speak.
Empty...
All you are to me.
Empty...
I spend these days in my room.
Feeling sick and totally used.
Inside the dark, it seems to grow.
Now I feel even more alone.
My family never tried to help.
All those secrets I can't tell.
I will take them to the grave.
And is it there i'll be its slave.
You don't understand.
To be this way.
You don't understand.
Just how it feels.
You don't understand.
To live everyday.
You don't understand.
How it could be this way.
The kiss you give me.
Empty...
The words you tell me.
Empty...
The love you give me.
Empty...
The time we spend.
Empty...
The life we live.
Empty...
The pain we feel.
Empty...
The words we speak.
Empty...
All you are to me.
Empty...
Your memories still in my head.
Of how you screwed me in the end.
Tried too hard to make things work.
In the end I would just get hurt.
I was always meant to be alone.
All this time I should of known.
What happens when no ones left to cry.
Maybe it's really time to die.
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17. |
God
03:32
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Castrate.
Mutilate.
Death rate.
In the name of...
Suicide.
Justify.
Crucify.
In the name of...
In the name of God.
Judge me.
Hate me.
Punch me.
In the name of...
Take me.
Make me.
Break me.
In the name of...
Castrate.
Mutilate.
Death rate
In the name of...
Suicide.
Justify.
Crucify.
In the name of...
In the name of God.
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18. |
Without
05:41
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Without the world,
Without the sea,
Without the land.
Of the free.
Without the pain of an aching heart.
Without this hurt that tears me apart.
Without a memory of what is unattainable.
Without a fate that seems unescapable.
Without a place to lay at night.
Without a place to reveal the light.
Without a voice in the darkest place.
Without a sign of fear on your face.
Without regret and unhappiness.
Without the hurt and the sadness.
Without you and everyone else.
Without you and this pain I've felt.
Without your perfection.
Without this injection.
Nothing can stop this pain that I feel.
Without some reason.
Without you I am leaving.
These scars will never heal.
Without a pulse to tell you're alive.
Without these tears I'll never cry.
Without these pills to keep me alive.
Without this disease I could survive.
Without this hate that festers inside.
Without this wound I cut in my life.
Without the fear I feel each day.
Without it all I just fade away.
Without hope why should I pray.
Without someone to take this away.
Without the pieces that can remain.
Without these remnants all washed away.
Without these memories we soon forget.
Without your voice nothing is said.
Without you here is like the end of it all.
Without you I do nothing but fall.
Without your perfection.
Without this injection.
Nothing can stop this pain that I feel.
Without some reason.
Without you I am leaving.
These scars will never heal.
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19. |
Never Meant For Me
03:57
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I can't remember the last time I ever smiled.
I can't remember the last time I felt happy.
I can't remember the skinny shy little child.
I can't understand where everything went so wrong.
Now I know the truth.
Happiness was never meant for me. (Oh oh)
You and me were never meant to be. (Oh oh)
Our future I'll never get to see. (Oh oh)
Happiness was never meant for me.
I can't believe these years have come and gone.
I can't believe the person I see is who I've become.
I don't want to know what tragedy will happen next.
I don't want to believe this was my life in the end.
Now I know the truth.
Happiness was never meant for me. (Oh oh)
You and me were never meant to be. (Oh oh)
Our future I'll never get to see. (Oh oh)
Happiness was never meant for me.
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20. |
Concrete & Ashes
04:09
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Can't stop the pain, can't stop the pain.
Those little pieces still remain.
My flesh will rot, my bones will break.
But everything remains the same.
The same gray sky.
The same gray sky.
Above you and I tells a story.
Of whats to come for both of us.
The anger rages.
The hate still rages.
From all you see.
Chaos plagues this city.
Concrete and ashes fill their lungs.
Unable to breathe.
Moving nonstop, moving nonstop.
Life passes you by.
You haven't lived because you don't stop.
To see why.
The anger rages.
The hate still rages.
From all you see.
Chaos plagues this city.
Concrete and ashes fill their lungs.
Unable to breathe.
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21. |
Algorithm Of Regret
04:25
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|
Broken and tattered.
On the floor.
Push me down.
I'm out the door.
Faceless nothing.
On the streets.
Killing time.
Killing me.
Wrecking my life.
Wrought with pain.
Worthless sickness.
Endless distain.
Shattered hatred.
It never ends.
Why you hate me?
As you do.
Is this my curse to live in pain?
Is this my curse to die in shame?
Out of nowhere.
Once again.
Hatred flows.
Inject the sin.
Stab my eyes.
Blind to me.
Unable to see.
Anything.
Cut to pieces.
Left to rot.
Cannot cry.
The tears are gone.
All thats left.
I will become.
Justify.
What you've done.
Is this my curse to live in pain?
Is this my curse to die in shame?
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22. |
In The End
06:09
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|
Walking down these empty streets.
Seeing ghosts of you and me.
All that we used to be has come and gone.
Pieces fractured lost in time.
Lost beyond the cracks inside.
Like the faded photograph we start to disappear.
It doesn't matter who I was.
It doesn't matter what I am.
It doesn't mean anything now.
It doesn't matter in the end.
Structures built up to the sky.
Give us hope that we could fly.
Try our best to our lives free of pain.
How could one fall so far?
Down below the ground we are.
Is their point to all that has come and gone?
It doesn't matter who I was.
It doesn't matter what I am.
It doesn't mean anything now.
It doesn't matter in the end.
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23. |
PNP
05:15
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24. |
Control
03:24
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|
I feel I am losing control.
Losing grip on what makes me whole.
I feel like I am out of control.
Give me back the life that you stole.
Push the needle under my skin.
Give me something to live for again.
You take away this pain that I see.
I've become the very thing I said I'd never be.
I feel I am losing control.
Losing grip on what makes me whole.
I feel like I am out of control.
Give me back the life that you stole.
Welcome to a world without limits.
Welcome to a place without sanity.
Bound in these chains I can't resist.
Trapped in a place without morals or vanity.
I feel I am losing control.
Losing grip on what makes me whole.
I feel like I am out of control.
Give me back the life that you stole.
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25. |
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26. |
Cloud Nine
03:33
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|
Sometimes I'm on cloud nine.
Leaving this world behind.
Everything feels so different now.
Someday I'll hit the ground.
I used to think you were the best.
You were better than all the rest.
We used to be so close.
Now its me you don't even know.
No matter how hard I try.
These tears I'll never cry.
I never flew this high.
Send me back to cloud nine.
I'm sick of hearing you.
I don't know what else to do.
All you give me is misery.
Everyday your killing me.
You are my one true love.
Nothing can stop whats begun.
You make me feel more sane.
All the others are to blame.
No matter how hard I try.
These tears I'll never cry.
I never flew this high.
Send me back to cloud nine.
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27. |
Sick
02:47
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|
Defeated.
Completed.
Mistreated.
Conceited.
Couragous.
Contagious.
Defiled.
Denial.
I'm too sick to be your friend.
I'm too sick to be pretend.
I'm too sick to be alive.
I'm too sick and will not die.
I'm sick. (Sick)
Brain damage.
No bandage.
Mismanaged.
And slamming.
Now dormant.
Remorseless.
Misfortune.
Conformist.
I'm too sick to make much sense.
I'm too sick to be the end.
I'm too sick to turn back now.
I'm too sick to burn it down.
I'm sick. (Sick)
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28. |
Save Me
04:10
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|||
|
Everything.
Fades away.
Humanity.
Lost and frayed.
If I could love you.
I would choose not to.
Save yourself.
But if you loved me.
Do this for me.
Go away.
You can't save me.
You'll just break me.
Loss of control.
Loss of a soul.
Emptiness.
Self mutilate.
Self medicate.
Numb the pain.
If I could love you.
I would choose not to.
Save yourself.
But if you loved me.
Do this for me.
Go away.
You can't save me.
You'll just break me.
Save yourself.
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29. |
Point Of No Return
05:12
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|||
|
I feel nothing anymore.
All my life pushed out the door.
Tried so hard to just forget.
I just hide, still can't accept.
Pieces fractured.
Left unanswered.
A photograph I still must burn.
Choices I've made.
Promise I break.
This is a lession I can't learn.
Hearts are breaking.
And voices saying.
This is your life that you have torn.
Heaven's burning.
The world is turning.
I'm at the point of no return.
I want so hard to be strong.
If I don't stop I'll be gone.
If this is all I have left.
Please help me try to forget.
I tell myself never again.
I break the rules and just pretend.
Pieces fractured.
Left unanswered.
A photograph I still must burn.
Choices I've made.
Promise I break.
This is a lession I can't learn.
Hearts are breaking.
And voices saying.
This is your life that you have torn.
Heaven's burning.
The world is turning.
I'm at the point of no return.
I want so hard to be strong.
If I don't stop I'll be gone.
If this is all I have left.
Please help me try to forget.
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30. |
Remnants
05:47
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|||
|
I've lost my way.
Unable to say.
Nothing seems important.
I say okay.
But it gets worse each day.
Remnants are all thats left of me.
The person I was.
I just can't recall.
He is all but gone now.
Where does it end?
Is their hope left?
The flame is slowly burning out.
I want to change.
Yet I stay the same.
Part of me cares.
But it all just rots away.
Faint memories.
Now seems like dreams.
All but which is drained from me.
Discolored skin.
Pain from within.
This can't be happening.
Barely can think.
Unable to speak.
Whats the point in anything?
What does remain?
I'll throw away.
I'm my own worst enemy.
I want to change.
Yet I stay the same.
Part of me cares.
But it all just rots away.
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31. |
Untitled
06:24
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Void of Axis Gainesville, Florida
A noise in the void.
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